Corrupt - Douglas Penelope. Страница 83
If he loved me, we would be invincible.
Nothing had happened between Kai and me, not really. It was between Michael and me, and Kai had helped.
He’d helped me see that Michael wasn’t ready. Not yet. He needed the back and forth—the games—too much to give into me.
My phone buzzed in my pocket, and I fished it out, seeing Michael’s name on the screen.
I ignored the call, sliding my phone into my bag. That was six times today already, as well as six voicemails and a few texts.
I knew what he wanted, but if he wasn’t giving me his heart then I wouldn’t listen to him give me orders.
“Is that Michael?” Alex piped up, sliding me one of the waters the server had set down.
I nodded slightly and leaned back, resting my forearms on the wrought iron chair.
“Is everything okay?”
I shook my head, hooding my eyes. I had no idea how to talk about him.
“No, everything’s not okay,” a deep male voice said behind me, and I stilled.
The other girls at the table stopped talking and looked up, and Alex twisted her head around to see who it was.
I closed my eyes in frustration and then looked over my shoulder, seeing Kai and Will standing behind me, a black Jag parked at the curb.
“Michael’s been trying to get a hold of you,” Kai informed me, coming to stand between my chair and Alex’s. “When he couldn’t reach you, he sent us to look for you.”
“And I would’ve answered the phone if I wanted to talk,” I retorted.
“He thinks it would be best if you went home to wait for him,” Kai suggested, but I knew it was an order. “He’s concerned it’s not safe.”
“Noted,” I replied. “Thank you.”
And I picked up my glass of water, dismissing him.
He grabbed it out of my hand, and I hissed as the icy cold liquid spilled on my fingers. He flung the contents on the little potted tree behind him and tossed the glass back onto the table with a clatter.
He leaned down, eyeing the girls at the table who watched wide-eyed and still.
“Excuse us, ladies,” he bit out and then growled in my ear, his scent bringing memories of last night flooding back. “He’s worried about you, Rika.”
“Then he needs to say that,” I snapped back. “Not send his dogs to fetch me.”
He shot up, and I yelped as he yanked my chair back and grabbed me by the upper arm, pulling me up. Pushing me toward Will, he picked up my bag and threw it at me.
I caught it, but I threw my hands out again, flinging it right back in his face.
“Get in the car,” he ordered, holding my bag in one hand, “or you’re going over my shoulder.”
“Rika, you okay?” Alex stood up.
But Kai turned around, his body towering over her. “Sit down, and don’t interfere.”
She dropped into her seat, and for the first time since I’d know her, she looked scared.
“Let’s go,” Will pulled my arm, but I yanked it away, storming for the car.
Kai followed, and we all got in, slamming doors as Will pulled away from the curb.
I ground my teeth together, Kai’s tall frame next to me in the back seat filling the small space and his glare scorching the left side of my face.
He reached over and grabbed me, and I pushed at his chest as he hauled me over onto his lap.
What the hell was he doing? Did he think last night meant he could handle me any time he wanted now?
“While you’re busy pouting,” he said, his breath falling across my face as he held the back of my head in one hand and squeezed my jaw in the other, “let me paint a picture in your head that apparently isn’t clear enough.”
I jerked, trying to hit him and twist my head out of his hold, but his grip was too tight.
“Think about the last time you let Trevor inside of you,” he spoke in a hard voice, biting out every word. “Think about how he smelled, how his sweat and lips felt all over your body, how hard he rode your pretty little ass, and how much he fucking loved it...”
I growled and fought, trying to pull away.
“You want to know what was going on in his head?” Kai taunted. “Hmmm?”
I breathed hard, anger like lava all over my skin.
“Stupid. Fucking. Bitch,” he answered, speaking as Trevor. “She’s so goddamn clueless, the brainless twit doesn’t even know it was me that night in the mask. On top of her, touching her, and here I am, still getting the goodies. What a brainless twat.”
He released me, and I shot over to the other side of the car again, breathing hard with fire raging through my blood.
Fucking Trevor.
The last time we slept together he must’ve really enjoyed the sight of me bent over for his pleasure. Powering me over and taking me for an idiot.
I ran a frustrated hand over the top of my hair, feeling my back cool with sweat.
“I hope you’re good and mad now,” Kai continued, “because that’s exactly how mad Michael is. Trevor fooled us all, and you should know by now that the only dangers we can fight are the ones we can see coming. And right now, we’re blind.” His voice filled the entire car, and I refused to look at him. “Trevor is unpredictable and unreadable, and Damon has one emotion. Hate.”
I stared out the window as we pulled onto Delcour’s street. He was right. There was possible danger, and I was being childish.
But they were treating me like a child, too.
“Is it so difficult to understand that Michael wants his girl safe?” Kai asked, his tone gentler.
“Maybe,” I admitted, turning my head to look at him. “But maybe you guys could talk to me like a person instead of manhandling me? Is that possible?”
Kai’s eyes softened, and his gaze lingered on me. I held my breath, a moment passing, I think, where we were both remembering last night.
The car was suddenly too small.
Will pulled up in front of Delcour, and I hopped out, grabbing my bag.
“I’m going to check her apartment,” I heard Kai tell Will. “You go park.”
I slammed the door, giving the doorman a quick smile as he opened the building’s door for me. Kai followed behind as I walked to the elevator and pressed the button.
“You don’t have to come up,” I insisted. “I’m quite capable of locking myself in.”
He exhaled a quiet laugh. “It won’t be too long. Michael will come by later to keep you company, I’m sure.”
I stepped into the elevator as soon as the doors opened, pressing twenty-one. I knew Michael was at practice, which is why he’d sent the guys after me, but I wasn’t sure I’d let him in the door later.
What was worse than him coddling me was sending his friends to do it, as well.
Once in my apartment, Kai walked ahead, searching all the rooms and checking the rear exit and balcony doors.
“Everything looks fine,” he said, strolling back across the living room and checking the locks on the front door.
“Of course it does,” I replied. “Trevor’s in Annapolis, and Damon is probably drunk and buried under an endless supply of teenage hookers in New York City.”
He grinned, holding the door open and standing on the threshold.
But then his eyes came to rest on me, looking thoughtful, before slowly falling down my body. His gaze lingered long and intense, and I froze, feeling the heat on my thighs and down my legs.
He looked back up at me. “I could stay with you if you want,” he offered, his voice deep and husky.
I tilted my lips in a half-smile, approaching him. “And what would we do?”
A sexy smirk adorned his beautiful face. “Maybe order food,” he hinted and then cast a longing glance down my body again, “or have something to drink?”
I came up and held the door. “Or maybe…you’re testing me. Seeing if I’ll invite you in behind Michael’s back.”
“Why would I test you?”
“Because you love Michael more than me,” I shot back.
He dropped his eyes, smiling. “Maybe,” he answered, reaching out and brushing his thumb across my chin. “Or maybe I liked it. Maybe I’d like to see what it’s like having you to myself this time.”