The Land Of Mist - Doyle Arthur Conan. Страница 12
«Very clear,» said Mailey.
«Some have the wrong mate here. Some have no mate, which is more fortunate. But all will sooner or later get the right mate. That is certain. Do not think that you will not necessarily have your present husband when you pass over.»
«Gawd be praised! Gawd be thanked!» cried a voice.
«No. Mrs. Melder, it is love – real love – which unites us here. He goes his way. You go yours. You are on separate planes, perhaps. Some day you will each find your own, when your youth has come back as it will over here.»
«You speak of love. Do you mean sexual love?» asked Mailey.
«Where are we gettin' to?» murmured Mrs. Bolsover.
«Children are not born here. That is only on the earth plane. It was this aspect of marriage to which the great Teacher referred when he said: 'There will be neither marriage nor giving in marriage'. No! It is purer, deeper, more wonderful, a unity of souls, a complete merging of interests and knowledge without a loss of individuality. The nearest you ever get to it is the first high passion, too beautiful for physical expression when two high-souled lovers meet upon your plane. They find lower expression afterwards, but they will always in their hearts know that the first delicate, exquisite soul-union was the more lovely. So it is with us. Any question?»
«If a woman loves two men equally, what then?» asked Malone.
«It seldom happens. She nearly always knows which is really nearest to her. If she really did so, then it would be a proof that neither was the real affinity, for he is bound to stand high above all. Of course, if she . . .»
The voice trailed off and the trumpet fell.
«Sing 'Angels are hoverin' around'!» cried Bolsover. «Smiley, hit that old harmonium. The vibrations are at zero.»
Another bout of music, another silence, and then a most dismal voice. Never had Enid heard so sad a voice. It was like clods on a coffin. At first it was a deep mutter. Then it was a prayer – a Latin prayer apparently – for twice the word Domine sounded and once the word peccavimus. There was an indescribable air of depression and desolation in the room. «For God's sake what is it?» cried Malone.
The circle was equally puzzled.
«Some poor chap out of the lower spheres, I think,» said Bolsover. «Orthodox folk say we should avoid them. I say we should hurry up and help them.»
«Right, Bolsover!» said Mailey, with hearty approval. «Get on with it, quick!»
«Can we do anything for you, friend?»
There was silence.
«He doesn't know. He doesn't understand the conditions. Where is Luke? He'll know what to do.»
«What is it, friend?» asked the pleasant voice of the guide.
«There is some poor fellow here. We want to help him.»
«Ah! yes, yes, he has come from the outer darkness,» said Luke in a sympathetic voice. «He doesn't know. He doesn't understand. They come over here with a fixed idea, and when they find the real thing is quite different from anything they have been taught by the Churches, they are helpless. Some adapt themselves and they go on. Others don't, and they just wander on unchanging, like this man. He was a cleric, and a very narrow, bigoted one. This is the growth of his own mental seed sown upon earth – sown in ignorance and reaped in misery.»
«What is amiss with him?»
«He does not know he is dead. He walks in the mist. It is all an evil dream to him. He has been years so. To him it seems an eternity.»
«Why do you not tell him – instruct him?»
«We cannot. We – «
The trumpet crashed.
«Music, Smiley, music! Now the vibrations should be better.»
«The higher spirits cannot reach earth-bound folk,» said Mailey. «They are in very different zones of vibration. It is we who are near them and can help them.»
«Yes, you! you!» cried the voice of Luke.
«Mr. Mailey, speak to him. You know him!» The low mutter had broken out again in the same weary monotone.
«Friend, I would have a word with you,» said Mailey in a firm, loud voice. The mutter ceased and one felt that the invisible presence was straining its attention. « Friend, we are sorry at your condition. You have passed on. You see us and you wonder why we do not see you. You are in the other world. But you do not know it, because it is not as you expected. You have not been received as you imagined. It is because you imagined wrong. Understand that all is well, and that God is good, and that all happiness is awaiting you if you will but raise your mind and pray for help, and above all think less of your own condition and more of those other poor souls who are round you.»
There was a silence and Luke spoke again.
«He has heard you. He wants to thank you. He has some glimmer now of his condition. It will grow within him. He wants to know if he may come again.»
«Yes! yes!» cried Bolsover. «We have quite a number who report progress from time to time. God bless you, friend. Come as often as you can.» The mutter had ceased and there seemed to be a new feeling of peace in the air. The high voice of Wee One was heard.
«Plenty power still left. Red Cloud here. Show what he can do, if Daddy likes.»
«Red Cloud is our Indian control. He is usually busy when any purely physical phenomena have to be done. You there, Red Cloud?"»
Three loud thuds, like a hammer on wood, sounded from the darkness.
«Good evening, Red Cloud!»
A new voice, slow, staccato, laboured, sounded above them.
«Good day, Chief! How the squaw? How the papooses? Strange faces in wigwam to-night.»
«Seeking knowledge, Red Cloud. Can you show what you can do?»
«I try. Wait a little. Do all I can.»
Again there was a long hush of expectancy. Then the novices were faced once more with the miraculous.
There came a dull glow in the darkness. It was apparently a wisp of luminous vapour. It whisked across from one side to the other and then circled in the air. By degrees it condensed into a circular disc of radiance about the size of a bull's-eye lantern. It cast no reflection round it and was simply a clean-cut circle in the gloom. Once it approached Enid's face and Malone saw it clearly from the side.
«Why, there is a hand holding it!» he cried, with sudden suspicion.
«Yes, there is a materialized hand,» said Mailey. «I can see it clearly.»
«Would you like it to touch you» Mr. Malone?»
«Yes, if it will.»
The light vanished and an instant afterwards Malone felt pressure upon his own hand. He turned it palm upwards and clearly felt three fingers laid across it, smooth, warm fingers of adult size. He closed his own fingers and the hand seemed to melt away in his grasp.
«It has gone!» he gasped.
«Yes! Red Cloud is not very good at materializations. Perhaps we don't give him the proper sort of power. But his lights are excellent.»
Several more had broken out. They were of different types, slow-moving clouds and little dancing sparks like glow-worms. At the same time both visitors were conscious of a cold wind which blew upon their faces. It was no delusion, for Enid felt her hair stream across her forehead.
«You fed the rushing wind,» said Mailey. «Some of these lights would pass for tongues of fire, would they not? Pentecost does not seem such a very remote or impossible thing, does it?»
The tambourine had risen in the air, and the dot of luminous paint showed that it was circling round. Presently it descended and touched their heads each in turn. Then with a jingle it quivered down upon the table.
«Why a tambourine? It seems always to be a tambourine,» remarked Malone.
«It is a convenient little instrument,» Mailey explained.
«The only one which shows automatically by its noise where it is flying. I don't know what other I could suggest except a musical-box.»
«Our box here flies round somethin' amazin' « said Mrs. Bolsover. «It thinks nothing of winding itself up in the air as it flies. It's a heavy box too.»