Collected Poems 1947-1997 - Ginsberg Allen. Страница 166

not released the weeping scream of horror at robot Mayaguez

World self ton billions metal grief unloaded

Phnom Penh to Nakhon Thanom, Santiago & Tehran.

Fresh warm breeze in the window, day’s release

from pain, cars float downside the bridge trestle

and uncounted building-wall windows multiplied a mile

deep into ash-delicate sky beguile

my empty mind. A seagull passes alone wings

spread silent over roofs.

May 20, 1975 (Mayaguez Crisis)

Hadda Be Playing on the Jukebox

Hadda be flashing like the Daily Double

Hadda be playing on Tee Vee

Hadda be loudmouthed on the Comedy Hour

Hadda be announced over Loud Speakers

CIA & Mafia are in Cahoots

Hadda be said in old ladies’ language

Hadda be said in American Headlines

Kennedy stretched & smiled & got doublecrossed by low life goons & Agents

Rich bankers with Criminal Connections

Dope pushers in CIA working with dope pushers from Cuba

working with Big Time syndicate Tampa Florida

Hadda be said with big mouth

Hadda be moaned over Factory foghorns

Hadda be chattered on Car Radio News Broadcast

Hadda be screamed in the kitchen

Hadda be yelled in the basement where uncles were fighting

Hadda be Howled on the streets by Newsboys to bus conductors

Hadda be foghorned into N.Y. Harbor

Hadda echo under hard hats

Hadda turn up the Volume in University ballrooms

Hadda be written in library books, footnoted

Hadda be in headlines of the Times & Le Monde

Hadda be barked over TV

Hadda be heard in side alleys thru bar room doors

Hadda be played on Wire Services

Hadda be bells ringing, Comedians stopt dead in the middle of a joke in Las Vegas,

Hadda be FBI chief J. E. Hoover & Frank Costello syndicate mouthpiece meeting in Central Park N.Y. together weekends reported posthumously Time magazine

Hadda be the Mafia & CIA together

started War on Cuba Bay of Pigs & Poison assassination headlines

Hadda be the Dope Cops & the Mafia

sold all that Heroin in America

Hadda be FBI & Organized Crime working together in Cahoots “against the Commies”

let Lucky Luciano out of Jail take over Sicily Mediterranean drug trade

Hadda be Corsican goons in Office Strategic Services’ Pay busted 1948 dock strikes in Marseilles, sixties port transshipment Indochina heroin,

Hadda be ringing on Multinational Cashregisters

world-wide laundry for organized Criminal money

Hadda be CIA & Mafia & FBI together

bigger than Nixon, bigger than War.

Hadda be a gorged throat full of murder

Hadda be mouth and ass a solid mass of rage

a Red hot head, a scream in the back of the throat

Hadda be in Kissinger’s brain

Hadda be in Rockefeller’s mouth

Hadda be Central Intelligence The Family “Our Thing” the Agency Mafia Organized Crime FBI Dope Cops & Multinational Corporations

one big set of Criminal gangs working together in Cahoots

Hit Men murderers everywhere outraged, on the make

Secret drunk Brutal Dirty Rich

on top of a Slag heap of prisons, Industrial Cancer, plutonium smog, garbaged cities, grandmas’ bedsores, Fathers’ resentments

Hadda be the Rulers wanted Law & Order they got rich on

wanted Protection status quo, wanted Junkies wanted Attica Wanted Kent State Wanted War in Indochina

Hadda be CIA & the Mafia & the FBI

Multinational Capitalists’ Strong arms squads, “Private detective Agencies for the very rich”

And their Armies, Navies and Air Force bombing Planes.

Hadda be Capitalism the Vortex of this rage, this

competition man to man, horses’ heads in the Capo’s bed, Cuban turf & rumbles, hit men, gang wars across oceans,

bombing Cambodia settled the score when Soviet Pilots manned Egyptian fighter planes

Chile’s red democracy bumped off with White House pots & pans a warning to Mediterranean governments

Secret Police embraced for decades, NKVD & CIA keep eachother’s secrets, OGPU & DIA never hit their own, KGB & FBI one mind—brute force

world-wide, and full of money

Hadda be rich, hadda be powerful, hadda hire technology from Harvard

Hadda murder in Indonesia 500,000

Hadda murder in Indochina 2,000,000

Hadda murder in Czechoslovakia

Hadda murder in Chile

Hadda murder in Russia

Hadda murder in America

New York, May 30, 1975, 3 A.M.

Come All Ye Brave Boys

Come all you young men that proudly display

Your torsos to the Sun on upper Broadway

Come sweet hearties so mighty with girls

So lithe and naked to kiss their gold curls

Come beautiful boys with breasts bright gold

Lie down in bed with me ere ye grow old,

Take down your blue jeans, we’ll have some raw fun

Lie down on your bellies I’ll fuck your soft bun.

Come heroic half naked young studs

That drive automobiles through vaginal blood

Come thin breasted boys and fat muscled kids

With sturdy cocks you deal out green lids

Turn over spread your strong legs like a lass

I’ll show you the thrill to be jived up the ass

Come sweet delicate strong minded men

I’ll take you thru graveyards & kiss you again

You’ll die in your life, wake up in my arms

Sobbing and hugging & showing your charms

Come strong darlings tough children hard boys

Transformed with new tenderness, taught new joys

We’ll lie embrac’d in full moonlight till dawn

Whiteness shows sky high over the wet lawn

Lay yr head on my shoulder kiss my lined brow

& belly to belly kiss my neck now

Yeah come on tight assed & strong cocked young fools

& shove up my belly your hard tender tools,

Suck my dick, lick my arm pit and breast

Lie back & sigh in the dawn for a rest,

Come in my arms, groan your sweet will

Come again in my mouth, lie silent & still,

Let me come in your butt, hold my head on your leg,

Let’s come together, & tremble & beg.

Boulder, August 25, 1975, 4 A.M.

Sickness Blues

Sickness Blues

Lord Lord I got the sickness blues, I must’ve done something wrong